Scared…

Why?

Remember the time that I had my pre-auricular sinus removed?

Well, the right one is inflamed right now. It’s hurting. And I’m scared. Because, I don’t want to undergo any operation again.

I want to be a doctor. You may think it’s ironic but I just don’t want the feeling of being under the knife.

Argh. It’s hurting right now. And I can’t do anything about it. Please help. It’s like a toothache. It hurts so much that it makes me cry.

Why am I afraid? Because I have no more sinus. The thought that the right one is inflamed means there was a sinus left there. And that was what is infected right now, I think. ARGH. Dammit.

To anyone… help!