She Cries

Woke up today thinking of you
Another night that I made my way through
So many dreams still left in my mind
But they can never come true
I press rewind and remember when
I close my eyes and I’m with you again
But in the end I can still feel the pain, every time I hear your name

The sun won’t shine since you went away
Seems like the rain’s falling every day
There’s just one heart, where there once was two
But that’s the way it’s gotta be,
’til I get over you

Walked through the park, in the evening air
I heard a voice and I thought you were there
I run away but I just can’t escape
Memories of you everywhere
They say that time will dry the tears
But true love burns for a thousand years
Give my tomorrows for one yesterday
Just to know that I could have you here

When will this river of tears stop fallin’
Where can I run so I won’t feel alone
Can’t walk away when the pain keeps callin’
I’ve just gotta take it from here on my own
But it’s so hard to let go

Everytime we’re together, I can’t help but think of the times we were together.

Sabi nga nila, “You’ll never realize the significance of someone until they’re gone.”

Pero that’s not really the case with me dahil matagal ko ng alam kung gano sya kahalaga.

Do you even get me? Basta, I’m just really thankful that our paths crossed. I know it may sound crazy. And I really think na lalaki ulo mo kapag sinabi ko to. Pero you’re THAT important para iyakan ko. Alam mo, isa ako don sa mga “mananatili… magpakailanman.” Hehehe. Cheesy ba? 😛

I look you in the eyes
I try to read you thoughts
I ask you to go with me
To a far off place.

We don’t have to talk,
We don’t have to laugh at all
I just want you here with me.

We don’t have to talk,
We don’t have to laugh at all
I just want to be
You and me.

Everytime that I get a whiff of your perfume, my heart skips a beat. Then I look around hoping that you were just around there somewhere… But I see nothing. Maybe it was my imagination. Maybe there was really someone who smells just like you. I’m hopeless. Haha.

I miss the feeling of being with you. I miss our kulitan. I miss eating out with you. (No, not THAT film by Lino Brocka.) I miss our sweetness. I miss your hugs and your kisses. I still love you no matter how apart we are.

tears are feelings we cant say
tears mean that you care
tears are mixed emotions
tears are more than tears

Sometimes words aren’t enough to express what you feel. Sometimes it takes more than that… sometimes you need tears. Tears are pent up emotions. They truly express what you feel. I am not afraid to cry. I was never afraid to show what I really feel. If I know that no words could express my feelings, I shed tears. It comes out naturally. Some people say that I’m a crybaby. Maybe I am, but those tears mean more than what it seems.

*sigh*

Sa buhay natin may mga taong dadating… may mga taong lilisan… may mga taong magpapasaya at may mga magpapalungkot… Ngunit may mga tao na kahit anong mangyari at sa kabila ng lahat ay mananatili… magpakailanman.